002: To live better than me.

Location: Home
Mood: Down

Do you know,
The only way,
To punish the person who ruined your life,
Is to live better than him.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

How much memories do you think 30 days can give you?

We once did everything we could,
Just trying so hard, to achieve whatever we wanted,
Only to give it up after awhile,
It was me who made you felt unwanted.

You once did everything you could, Just trying so hard to be closer at hearts,
Only for me to push you away, And tear you apart.
I once did everything i could, Just trying so hard to be rid of you,
Only for you to fend by yourself, In the lonely nights through.

With a twinkling of an eye, 10 years just passed,
Vague memories left, With our life passing so fast.
I guess you told yourself, To live better than me,
One day when we meet, You will show me you lived as good as can be.

Maybe i was childish then, But it was not an excuse,
If i get to walk again once more, This is not what i’ll choose.

I wrote this above post 12hours ago,
But 3 hours ago, i received your message,
If your life is an open book,
I’ll probably be just another random page.

Regrets are not expressed by words or songs,
Neither can it be treated like a joke,
It feels like a shadow pressing on you,
It’s like my promise to you which i broke.

I almost forgotten abt you, But God never let me do,
You appear suddenly, often you made me act stupidly.
Finally i had the courage, my vow to God, he encouraged,
I may never find it again, but in my heart it remains a stain.

Though i may never know, What did Sushi A said to Sushi B,
But i guess, It may have something to do with Wasabi.
While i’m still alive, I’ll be doing whatever i can,
To make myself, A better man.